Random Ramblings

I'm one of those people who cant stand to be alone yet thats when i have the most relaxing time. i would rather hang out with one or two close friends than go to some shin dig with a lot of people. You can read my thoughts if you look me in my eyes. i show my emotion like its on the big screen yet you will never see me cry. I don't curse I find it extremely unladylike. I feel sorry for people that are oblivious. i do my best thinking in the shower in bed or while driving all of which make me scramble for pen and paper. i have a serious problem trusting guys. Earning my trust is truly an understatement but if you have it, it takes a lot for you to lose. I have given numerous second and third chances to a guy who probably didn't deserve the first. I will believe that all guys are the same until one comes along that proves me wrong. God will truly do something amazing if you let him...just saying. I am more than a kid at heart...its more like it has been written on my soul. i enjoy the simple things like playing in the rain and coloring in a coloring book. I am very naive and try to look for the bright side in every situation which can get annoying. I love to laugh i believe it is the best workout and it cures all pain. Besides God my family and close friends are my support system. Theres no telling where i would be without the people that support my every decision whether it be right or wrong. Saying i love my parents is like saying i just like music. i truly do not have the words to even being to describe the love and appreciation i have towards them. i am truly awestruck at how two people could possibly be so giving and loving. i would be a lucky girl to find a man that is half the man my daddy is and to turn out half the woman my mother is. The greatest gift i have ever been given is my salvation from spending eternity in hell. I don't deserve it at all but i guess that's how gifts go...all you have to do is receive it. Music is a lovely thing in my life. i cold not make it through college without it. bad day...sad songs...good day...happy songs...and if i am feeling adventurous i expand my music library, but i always come back to my southern roots. My most favorite day of college so far would be the day that my favorite English professor told me i was a writer. I love to read like its going out of style. The sad thing is that reading is going out of style. =/
Amanda♥